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A piece of memory...
Monday, August 31, 2009

Well, I m here to post again after a rather long period of time, yeah. Exams have definitely been over for most of us, if not all, I believe. Results should have been returned to us too. I must say that I did not perform that well this term but that is another thing. I m not going to post about my results in this post today. Well, looking at the title, u should know it has something to do with the past, and you are right.

Lately, I have been thinking much about the past, not a reflection, but really something more than that. If you all have not known, I have been playing Counter-strike for the past few weeks. I played it because its fun, but there is something that none of you knows. I remembered vividly that when I was around primary 2, I was playing Counter-strike. Surprising, huh? Yeah, I really did. At that time, surely all of you will just play happily, without bothering whether u lose or win. But now, it is totally opposite. I really hope I could go back to that carefree way of life like before, but again, there are some things which are really really IMPOSSIBLE.

Also, I played audi few days back and if I am not wrong, earlier this year, I posted something about quitting all games including audition. When I played audition these few days, I remembered what was my main goal this year. I quitted audi to achieve the main goal, so I should really stop playing games like Counter-Strike although its really fun and memorable. But the main point is not this. Now, I really felt I keep many things from all of you. Does anyone ever know why I joined audition in the first place? I dont remember telling anyone, but if you know, kindly bear with me. I joined audi because of someone, I remembered when I first joined audi, yes, I still do. I had alot of fun playing with that special someone, but now I hav no other choice, we had almost lost touch with each other. But its still an agony for me to quit audi. That is why I really have to achieve my goal this year and not let myself down, let audi down and lastly let that someone down...

Well, today its Teachers' Day Celebration. Again, it should come to your mind that I returned to primary school and began to think about things of the past. When I first returned to the school, I remembered how different I was as a person from now. I was the carefree type of person who didnt care for studies but rather more for friends. Now, its the opposite. When I returned to my class, I remembered how I always communicated with my friends using a book where we write down what we want to say. It might seem childish to you, but u guys nvr knew how much I treasure those moments. And finally, when I saw that someone again, I merely waved. I didnt do much, neither did I talk. And when I stepped out of my primary school again and back to home, I began to start thiking about what I and that someone had done over the 2 years (Pri 5 and 6). I really wish I could return back to the past...
I wish I could have enjoyable phone chats everyday.
I wish it is not too late to confess to her.
I wish she could have my piece of memory.
But is it possible now? It is all too late.
She might have another person in mind. Its really too late for me.
But somewhere in the deepest chamber of my heart, I will always have her...



its all too late...
i have lost you...
{9:52 PM}




Power...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Ya... Sorry for not posting for very long. Mainly 2 reasons - Exams and no time.
So, if u have been a constant reader of my blog, you should more or less know what happened to me lately. Otherwise, i wont talk about it again and dont wish to. But, now I have got over it and no longer feel for it.

Anyways, exams have ended for me, as in not officially cuz I have not taken Science - last paper - as I was absent on that day. But in all, I will still consider it ended. But that is not the point. For those people who already are thinking to play or have been playing since exams ended, heed an advice from your fren, its not time to play.

And yes, term 3 is coming to an end soon, but it means nothing. The September Holidays are for us to work hard for EOY, not to relax ourselves and play. I dono for you, but definitely I will not play. Again, EOY, which is like the most important of the year, is coming. So, if I fall at that time, my whole year effort will go down in drain and surely I will not want that to happen. I still want my Triple Science. I still want my Top 5 in class. Its not easy and it doesn’t just come to u, u have to go towards it.

Ya… So whether you can achieve what you want at the end of this year, it all depends on you now. Its not a case of whether u can do it, but whether u want to do it. If u want, u will surely score well. If u do not want, I doubt u will get much out of it. Well, of cuz that is my policy. When you want something, work for it; Otherwise, do not complain that you did not get what is supposed to be yours.

So, I hope all of you guys, my friends and everyone will work hard for their EOY and achieve what you want ultimately. So, lets all strive ba…

Before I end, I would like to stress this again. Whether u can do it, no one can help, its only you, yourself who can control it, who can make yourself do it, who possess the power…

Thanks and Bye :)
Have a nice Day!



its all too late...
i have lost you...
{9:46 PM}