Lovely you./

Its approaching...

Friday, September 18, 2009

Yes, the EOYs are finally coming. This may mean a good thing in terms of that I am able to play and relax again. But it is also a bad thing. All the extreme mugging will have to begin now. 1 month is really a short time, u cant do much. In fact, by really counting, we have 19 days left. 19 DAYS, which is hardly 3 weeks. If you have not started, you really have to start now. I also seriously have to stop playing before I really get addicted. Just 3 more weeks and I get to play, and I get to rest (after a whole ten months) and I get freedom.

Thinking of these now, its quite worth it. Just work hard for 3 more weeks. 3 more weeks... Time will fly fast I believe, so soon we will be writing answers, feeling tense, on the EOY scripts and after the last paper, we will be cheering and once we reach home we start playing like nobody's business. Ya, this are all approaching.

I believe all of you will do it. And I must not get myself involved in love affairs now and not even trying to recall the bad things that has happened during this 3 important weeks. That is all I want to bring about today, if I have time, I would post another before the EOYs begin.
I wish you guys all the best for EOY and also to those whom I know not.
All in all, I wish all good luck (be it whether I m on good terms with) for EOYs.
I hope all of you reach your goals this year and also future.
Finally, all the best for the whole of class 2-4 pupils in future. We will be separating in one month's time. Feel really sad. [Will post on this after EOY]
Ya.. thats about all.
Thank you and have a nice weekend :)

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{9:46 PM}

Its only you, yourself...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Tomorrow will be Term 4, which also means an end to our september holidays. Time is flying fast, next month, it will be the long-awaited EOY which practically determine everything for us. Its time to stop all games, seriously, although i m still trying. But i cant anymore. I cant play anymore, or all my efforts put in in the earlier part of the year will go down into drain. I have got to start studying harder. Its still not very late, I can still turn back now. No one can help me, its only me, myself, who can help me curb this habit. It is just 1 month reach away before I can know whether I could go into triple science next year. I have worked hard for the past 9 months and now I should not slack. Just continue to work hard for one more month and I will be able to start relaxing again. It has been a tough year for me, so I would expect something to be made out of it.

I have to resist the temptation to play. Although many things happened this year, I could always relax myself some other ways but not by playing. My wound in the heart has not been cured completely, yet I had pulled myself through this agony. So, this temptation of playing would not hold a candle to it, so I could not succumb to it. Going through what happened the previous term (Term 3) has made me understand many meaningful things and I will remember that day, that wicked day... I wish I could go back in time, but its impossible. Some things are just not meant to be, you have to let go. Letting go will make you understand more, understand how to cherish a person when he is around, understand how fragile a relationship is.

Also, this applies to the feelings I have for a girl, even up till now, when she might have another in mind. Love is not to possess the person, it is to wish that the person is happy. If she is happy with another someone, you love her and let her go. Letting go is really a very terrible thing, but it is always worth it for your love ones... I have missed the chance to confess because I did not cherish the times when she was around. So I would just have to let her go and let her set off a new journey, explore a whole new world... But, I will always remember her, never forget her and she will always stay in my heart beacause it will always be her only...

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{9:59 PM}

Spilt milk..

Monday, September 7, 2009

Today.. it was chinese oral exam and I guess I rather screwed it up. Well, only have myself to blame... I guess this year I really didnt put much effort into Chinese, and its too late to regret. If I had put in more effort, I could have got an A for chinese this year, but I guess its quite impossible now. However, I would not give up now.

There is still next year and the O Levels. Of cuz, what is done cannot be undone, there is no point crying over spilt milk so I would just carry on with life and not let this Oral Exam affect my performance for other papers.

So, ya... I will not be bothered by today's oral, instead I will continue striving for other components of Chinese, and also other subject papers :D Action speaks louder than words. So I am gonna prove it, although it might not be this year, but next year or even the O Levels.

What I mainly want to bring out is that... results are just a recognition of the efforts put in. What matters most is that you feel that you put in enough effort and gave it your best shot. Of cuz, in today's case, I doubt I really did. So I really only have myself to blame and regret over it. But I wont grief over it for too long. I wont let it affect my other grades and my mood.

Haiz... I really have to work harder from today onwards and cut down on my play and slacking time, so I can reach my goal end of year. I will put this behind me and STRIVE harder for the rest of the exams. I didnt give my best shot this time round but I will work hard and do my best in future exams and papers.

Thanks for reading :)
Cya.
And lastly,
Lets
STRIVE!!!

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{9:13 PM}

Reflections on Term 3

Saturday, September 5, 2009

This term many things happen, as you all should know. I will start by the most general stuffs coming from my results. This term, I had expected something a little better than what I have got. But no point crying over spilt milk. Just one thing - I didnt put in enough effort. And finally I realise I always say that I will study but I still cant resist the urge to play, I mean for awhile. But you may say awhile only? Have you ever know that 'awhile' could be used to study a little more things which will save you from a question or two in exam? I learnt that actions speak louder than words and will definitely put what I say into action from now on, before its all too late.

Also, my chinese... seriously always neglected my chinese, thats why I always do not do as well in chinese. EOY is my last chance, and I have to prove it, otherwise I might not be able to continue taking Higher Chinese next year. For English, I just hope I can maintain, but efforts have to be put in as well. Same for Maths and most importantly Science. For Geography, I just want to maintain at A1. I will be satisfied with that.

Well.. apart from results, events that happened during Term 3 also taught me quite alot of things. I have learnt that being ego will not get you far. I understand that I have been a very ego person since Term 1 and didnt even bother with that. But a significant guy (you all should know if u have read) has told me, not verbally but mentally, that my ego wont get me far and in fact I will just continue losing all my frens. Its good to be humble as when you fall, people will support u and not laugh at u. A person will not always be successful, so do not be egoistic, otherwise it will come back to you. I will change this bad habit of me, so I can make the day pleasant for those people around me.

Love has taught me all the stuffs I ought to know. Friendship has taught me how to love. And setbacks has told me all my mistakes and flaws. I should correct these. Its only now that I realise friends are precious. Spend more time with them and do not be selfish towards others, as you will never know when you need them... Bring joy to people's day and people will bring joy to yours too. Respect others and others respect you. Even if they do not, forgive them as to err is human...

Anyways, all I want to bring out is this term is that, I will treasure all my friends. A relationship is hard to build up but very fragile, so treasure them before they are all gone. Treat your loved ones nicely or tell them you love them before its all too late. Correct your mistakes and change your habits before you are addicted to it which is when its too late...

Thanks. Thats all for today and the next post would be quite long from now as I am kinda busy these days until EOY...
Bye and have a nice holiday :)

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{10:54 PM}

3-Terms Results

Friday, September 4, 2009

Anyways, this is the post for my 3-Terms average results. Since I m free, I will post on this. Will be a rather short one, as I wont be writing much.

English:
Term 1 - 67/100 B3 (15%)
Term 2 - 66/100 B3 (15%)
Term 3 - 69/100 B3 (15%)

Overall - 67/100 B3 D:

Math:
Term 1 - 94/100 A1 (15%)
Term 2 - 90/100 A1 (15%)
Term 3 - 87/100 A1 (15%)

Overall - 90/100 A1 :D

Chinese:
Term 1 - 59/100 C5 (15%)
Term 2 - 69/100 B3 (15%)
Term 3 - 64/100 B4 (15%)

Overall - 64/100 B4 :(

Geography:
Term 3 - 88/100 A1 (40%)

Overall - 88/100 A1 :)

Science:
Term 1 - 82/100 A1 (20%)
Term 2 - 79/100 A1 (30%)
Term 3 - 76/100 A1 (20%)

Overall - 79/100 A1 :D

History:
Term 1 - 76/100 A1 (40%)
Term 2 - 71/100 A2 (60%)

Overall - 73/100 A2 :)

Total (Without history) - 388/500 (77.6%)
Total (With history) - 461/600 (76.8%)

Yup... Thats about all but I have a few words to say. Well, I m rather satisfied with my overall although it dropped with history, but it is still a great improvement from previous term, so no elaboration on that. But as you all may see, all my results are dropping, so I realised not enough effort is being put in by me, so I guess I will have to work harder for the EOYs. Anyways, whether you hit your target, do continue working hard for the EOYs. I believe you can do it as long you work for it. Dont let a small setback make you give up, its not worth it after putting in so much effort. Well, looking at science, I have a rather high chance of getting into Triple Science. But it is not the time for me to boast around. I will have to continue working hard and I believe all will too. For English, I just hope I could maintain this standard and for Chinese, I just want a slight improvement to atleast a B3. I will be glad with that. For Math, I have been rather constant, so let me be constant for once more and I will get my overall 90 marks for Math this year. Lastly, geography I hope I will score A1 for EOY again. So.. lets all JIAYOU!!! STRIVE!

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{8:29 PM}

Term 3 Results

Well, I m back here again to post. You might be wondering why this week I so free, well simple... It is week 10 of school which is also the last week of school so obviously I m rather free. Anyways, as I have said earlier on, I will post on my results and the post is here today! I will talk about my Term 3results first. This term didnt do really well, again I didnt hit my goal of straight A's, but I wont be disheartened.

Here goes...

English:
Written Speech - 19/30 (12.7%/20%)
Oral Speech - 24/40 (12%/20%)
Lord of The Rings Quiz - 23/30 (7.7%/10%)
Lord of the Rings Vocab Test - 24/30 (8%/10%)
Expository Writing [Mastery Review] - 21/30 (21%/30%)
Lord of The Rings Project - 29/40 (7.3%/10%)

Total - 69%/100% B3 D:

Again, I missed one mark for an A. Of cuz 69 is not good for this term, without compre. I will have to work harder over the holidays and do better or atleast maintain this standard for my EOY. Oral Speech pulled down my grade but I only have myself to blame again... I didnt perform well during the speech so I guess this is the kind of marks I should expect. Hope all will do better for EOY English :)

Math:
Common Mastery Review - 29/30 (67.7%/70%)
Mind Sports (Graph Project) - 14/20 (7%/10%)
Mind Sports (Participation in Activities) - 12/15 (12%/15%)
Mind Sports (Achievements in Activities) - 0/5 (0%/5%)

Total - 87%/100% A1 :D

My math dropped by 3 marks this term... Quite sad. This term would be much more fair without Mind Sports but well... life have to go on like that, so no point complaining. Besides, there is still EOY Math which carries 55% of the year's Math to determine our overall for this year. I hope all will do well and STRIVE! Wish you guys all the best in reaching your goals for Math :)

Chinese:
Common Mastery Review - 29/50 (46.4%/80%)
Chinese Letter Writing - 18/20 (18%/20%)

Total - 64%/100% B4 D:

Missed 1 mark to B3 which is already not good. I m rather upset with my chinese again. I didnt reach the goal expected for this term which is an A2. But nvm, I will not give up, I will persevere to the end. I want an A2 and will definitely continue striving for it, even if I cant get it this year. I believe that as long we work hard, we will reach our goals at the end of this year. JiaYou :D

Geography:
Common Mastery Review - 23/25 (64.4%/70%)
Class Test - 8/10 (24%/30%)

Total - 88%/100% A1 :D

Unbelievable! Never did I expect a humanities subject to win my math in results. Of course, I am glad that I scored well for geog which really pulled my overall marks alot, but I will not be complacent. This term Geog is quite easy, so I should not be complacent. So.. lets all strive together towards our goal!!!

Science:
Class Mastery Review - 25.5/30 (17%/20%)
Common Mastery Review - 32.5/45 (39.7%/55%)
Bio-Chem Journal - 28/40 (14%/20%)
Daily Work - 5/5 (5%/5%)

Total - 76%/100% A1 :D

Pretty glad that I maintained A1 this term again. That makes 3 A1s for Science for 3 terms, which increases my chance in getting into Triple Science. Again, I will not be complacent and have to continue putting in more efforts for the EOY. Those who didnt really do well, dun be disheartened. Give yourselves a chance and work hard for EOY. And I believe you all will surely reach your goals :) Making an effort might not guarantee success. But always remember, if u dun make an effort, you will surely fail.

Well, I have come to the end of this post. Last but not least, I will say my overall for this term. Total is 384/500. Percentage will be 76.8%. A great improvement from the previous term. But sadly, the first in my class got like 79% and above so I guess I m still far off. I am only the sixth in class this term but I will work hard for EOY to get my Top 5 in class. You all should too and lets work hard and strive together!

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{7:30 PM}