Lovely you./

Another Day, Another Year..

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Finally, its 31st December 2009. Its just 1 more day to 2010. Well, I had learnt alot this year, so I should keep them in mind. I had committed some mistakes too and so I should correct them. Time passes kind of fast, I guess. So fast, its sec 3 already. 1 more year, it will be O Levels. I wish everyone good luck for next year and have a better year ahead. Finally, I have reached my destination and alighted, as I have mentioned earlier on in my previous posts - The Flight of Freedom. Ya.. I reached my destination and that is, 2010. Sounds a bit lame but ya.. 2010 unlocks another door in my life. Its for us to turn over a new leaf.

This year, I had reached my targets, I guessed I did hit my expectations. But yes, I will continue working hard and strive for the best. Its not the end of all things just getting 1st in class. Its but the 1st step to success. The other steps depend on my determination to carry on. I shall prove it again in 2010. This year has been a great year, next year shall be better.

It will be tough next year. It will be difficult to cope. It will require alot of hard work. But all these I had gone through them this year. Next year is just requiring slightly more than this year's effort. Anyways, enough talking done. I hope all of you had a great year this year and have a better year ahead.

Happy 2O1O~

Thanks for reading and have a nice last-2009-day :D

Only you are missing in my heart,
But the world already seems so colourless..

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{9:51 PM}

One History, Many Mysteries

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Okay... It has been a long time since I posted an entry. Well, I couldnt help, I was busy doing homework and revising as well as busy playing games since the holidays are ending. I guess soon, all of us will be busy and so next year I might not post so often. Well, I couldnt say that I have been skiving through the holidays, atleast, I did some work. But playing next year is almost impossible for me. I have totally no time at all.

With the holidays ending, it also means the end of another year. This year is a meaningful one. I have learnt many things. I have done well in some areas, of course, I have done badly in some areas, which I could learn from and improve on them. Fragile friendships, letting go and regret are the 3 main points for me to learn from this year. I did my friends wrong. I did not let go and continue to dwell on it. It made me regret. But all these, I have learnt from them. Its all part of my one and only history. Its a thing of the past, I should not dwell on them anymore. History is for us to learn from the mistakes and correct them so we wouldnt repeat them in future. I finally understand the use of history.. Tomorrow and the future are the mysteries for us to find out, for us to know. For me, I only have 1 history, which I learn from it and correct my mistakes (no good or bad past). I have many mysteries, which I explore and find out.

This year has been a great year. The events add on to my history and make it meaningful. But dont always learn from mistake. Plan for ur future. U can change whatever that is. But it depends on whether u want to. As for me, I will plan such that each and every day is fully used, such that I am happy and such that I can learn from it..

Remember, every decision you make, there is no right or wrong. But bear the consequences and you will be right. Be responsible for it. Most importantly, dont cry over spilt milk. You made your decision so do not dwell on it and keep thinking why you didnt do this and that. Do that, and you will be wrong. Dont cry over spilt milk.. because it couldnt be changed anymore.

Well, that is the end of my "Year-End Reflections". Anyways, today is Kai Yin's Birthday :D.
And so, I have made some screenshots to wish you a happy birthday. They may suck, but yea.. I tried my best, hope you like them :) Oh yea, thanks for your gift too :D

Ya, here is the first, I carved it out using a knife in SuddenAttack :)

And another from maple,

LOL, I made it using ornaments meant for the tree in Happyville. Ya.. thats all. I hope you like them :)

Anyways,
Happy 14th Birthday to Kai Yin :D
And Belated 14th Birthday to Kelvin too :)

Yea, thats all for today. Christmas is approaching, which also means new year. I will post another up soon.
Good-bye and
Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS
And a happy new year :D

I want to be with you..
But it just seems to pass so fast..

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{10:39 PM}

Alighting..

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Yes... Its December now. I could say that a year has passed - rapidly. Well.. Its only 1 month before school reopens. Definitely, I want to make full use of this month. But, apparently, I m rather addicted to maple again.. I got to do something before it gets worse. Well, I m not so addicted to it, atleast I manage to start this month by completing my Chinese assignments :)

For the 1st week of December, I will be mugging slowly. The next 2 weeks will be extreme mugging again, except that I will set aside 15th Dec in the next 2 weeks for my dear class gathering. I m so looking forward to it, I am missing you guys lots and lots! Hope more of our classmates will turn up this year :) Well, sorry I got too carried away upon speaking of our class gathering. Ok, back to the point.. And the last week, I will be mugging slowly again and try to relax more before school reopens and then comes another busy year for me..

Finally, I am alighting from the plane of freedom again. It passed so fast, like the flash of a lightning. How I wish time would really stop. Well, its impossible. I had neglected the person I love for my studies. I regret that deeply. And so, I shall stop slacking and continue to study. I want to score well in my exams and prove it to her. I had let her go, but in my heart, nobody can ever replace her. I still love her.. But can this blizzard rainstorm ever stop?

This year, many things happened and I gained many experiences. One of which is that a friendship is hard to build up yet so fragile. I have lost my friendship with one of my good friends over something, I would say, foolish. I want to change, so I wouldnt do such a thing to my friends again. I hope he will understand that I did it without having much thoughts. I hope he will forgive me and I tried very hard. But he treated me coldly now. Yes.. I deserve it. But I hope again that this blizzard rainstorm will stop..

There are many things in my life that is just like a blizzard rainstorm. I wouldnt list all down as it would take a hundred years to do so. I hope they will all return to the beautiful weather as it is before. I want her love, and I want my friend to forgive me. But, can that happen?

Somethings are irreversible
Like the loss of someone dear..

its all too late...
i have lost you...

{9:08 PM}