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The hopeless life..
Friday, July 17, 2009

I don't know what has got into me. I don't know. I seriously don't know how to describe. Its like something or atleast more than one has been removed from me. Not physically but mentally...
I want to tok to my friends but most of them has left me, except for some. Why?

I see no more hope in this life. There is no more meaning in living. I don't want to face the harsh reality of this world. I would rather believe an illusion, if it could even happen. You guys will never understand what I am feeling now until you truly experience it, which I hope u don't. By that time, you will see a hopeless life. Thats all.

My recent Maths Test got 28/30, which is also the highest in class, but I only felt happy for a moment. A very short moment. In a blink of an eye. This small little puny amount of happiness isnt enough to cover the pain in my heart.

Everyday its going to be the same thing, the same thing over and over again, lasting for an eternity. I have turned into the dark side of life, believing in my negative thoughts and fallen into an endless hole. I cant get out of it. I m just a ruined person, I m just a weakling and a living zombie. There is nothing I can hope for again. I used to dislike people who condemn me, insult me or put me down. But it doesnt matter anymore. I m already a condemned person, condemned to the max. I m already a hurt person, hurt to the max. I m already a hopeless person, beyond hopeless. Go ahead. Go ahead and condemn me, and hurt me, and put me down.

I have lost my everything...
There is no more meaning in this life...





A hopeless life...










its all too late...
i have lost you...
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