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Its only you, yourself...
Sunday, September 13, 2009

Tomorrow will be Term 4, which also means an end to our september holidays. Time is flying fast, next month, it will be the long-awaited EOY which practically determine everything for us. Its time to stop all games, seriously, although i m still trying. But i cant anymore. I cant play anymore, or all my efforts put in in the earlier part of the year will go down into drain. I have got to start studying harder. Its still not very late, I can still turn back now. No one can help me, its only me, myself, who can help me curb this habit. It is just 1 month reach away before I can know whether I could go into triple science next year. I have worked hard for the past 9 months and now I should not slack. Just continue to work hard for one more month and I will be able to start relaxing again. It has been a tough year for me, so I would expect something to be made out of it.

I have to resist the temptation to play. Although many things happened this year, I could always relax myself some other ways but not by playing. My wound in the heart has not been cured completely, yet I had pulled myself through this agony. So, this temptation of playing would not hold a candle to it, so I could not succumb to it. Going through what happened the previous term (Term 3) has made me understand many meaningful things and I will remember that day, that wicked day... I wish I could go back in time, but its impossible. Some things are just not meant to be, you have to let go. Letting go will make you understand more, understand how to cherish a person when he is around, understand how fragile a relationship is.

Also, this applies to the feelings I have for a girl, even up till now, when she might have another in mind. Love is not to possess the person, it is to wish that the person is happy. If she is happy with another someone, you love her and let her go. Letting go is really a very terrible thing, but it is always worth it for your love ones... I have missed the chance to confess because I did not cherish the times when she was around. So I would just have to let her go and let her set off a new journey, explore a whole new world... But, I will always remember her, never forget her and she will always stay in my heart beacause it will always be her only...



its all too late...
i have lost you...
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